my new job is so demanding. ive been pulling 10-12 hour days everyday. and im only halfway through an 8 day stretch without a day off. im exhausted.
and on top of that things are coming at me left & right outside of work that make my brain incapable of functioning in all the ways it needs to while learning the ins and outs of a new position. which makes me irritable and stressed and emotionally and physically exhausted.
basically. its been one of those weeks.
i feel like im on edge all the time. because im tired. and frustrated. and anxious. and nervous that im not going to be able to handle this job. and sad that some of the most important people to me have been a source of stress this week. and disappointed because stress is something i didnt need any more of.
i dont think ive unclenched for the past 2 weeks. im so tense. and achey.
and yeah. i could go on.
but instead ill leave you with a grey's anatomy quote & then go to bed.
"Forgive and forget. That’s what they say.
It’s good advice, but it’s not very practical.
When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back.
When someone wrongs us, we want to be right.
Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled…
old wounds never heal.
And the most we can hope for,
is that one day we’ll be lucky enough to forget."
--meredith grey
It’s good advice, but it’s not very practical.
When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back.
When someone wrongs us, we want to be right.
Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled…
old wounds never heal.
And the most we can hope for,
is that one day we’ll be lucky enough to forget."
--meredith grey
1 comment:
I don't know how you do it.. 10-12 hour day and school! I you are completely wonder woman in my eyes! I'm going to pray today that God continues to guide your steps and give you strength through all your trails. God's strength is the only thing that can get us all through tough times.
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